Monday, October 20, 2008

Refresh

I was so tired and wanted to give myself a break from everything last week. I just want to rest and don't care about my school, my driving, my DJ and so on.
I was so glad I went for Day Of Prayer on sat because once again I felt renew from God. He showed me how important it is to rely on him and asking from him. Although I don't know how to share with her my thoughts but I am so glad that God understands.
This week I am getting back the momentum and give thanks to God for He is able and powerful.
Grandma celebrated her 77th bday on sat and as usual we had family dinner and I think we are quite noisy as if the restaurant is ours. Haha. I can see the smile on her face and I know she did enjoy herself. Happy blessed bday my dearest grandma. Pray that God will continue to watch over your health and take good care of you.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Get well soon

Take care my dearest friend
Get well soon
I miss swimming
jogging
with you.
Thank you
so much
for this friendship.
To my dear Angela: Thank you for having lunch with me in school. Thank you for being either my doctor or medicine since you said because I see you I felt better. Haha. Anyway thanks :)

Saturday, October 4, 2008

STOP WORRYING

As usual, I went to church on Friday for my IDT class. This week had been tough and I am lack of patient towards people. I am so worried and anxious for their coming Mathematics paper and they are still not focusing. I run out of patient and anger came in, I confess I am not trusting in God.
This week IDT thought me to QUIT WORRYING and commit all the God. I was reminded again when I was doing my DJ.
In Jeremiah 1:5 - Before God formed me in the womb God knew me,
God knew us in the beginning and he will provide all our needs. In philippians 4:13 - I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
10 things God gave it to me and you today
1. Quit worrying (Whenever you are worry, stop & Pray)
2. Put it on the list (Not my list, not your list, GOD'S List)
3. Trust God (Don't try to do it yourself since you had put it on God's list)
4. Leave it alone (Leaving the problem you facing to God)
5. Talk to me (As in talk to God, cause He miss our voice - another word : Pray )
6. Have faith (We cant see when remember God see)
7. Share (share our joy, our laughter, our tears, and our faith with others)
8. Be patient (Trusting in God's timing)
9. Be kind (Kind to others)
10. Love yourself (God wants us to love ourselves too)

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and he will make straight your paths. Proverbs 3:5-6

Just some updates : I got the job in APS. I passed both my basic and stats tests. Praise the Lord. Preparing for my final theory.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Man love self more

Decide to put aside some time to blog. Most of my friends know that I am attending a course in church. This course is a 2 years course. My objective: To have a deeper and closer walk with God and it will be a good training for me. I cannot said that it is a easier journey for me but I am glad that I have a group of people to support me and we go through it together as a DG. We just have a mid term check up(test), is a easy one and in fact I think no one fail. God remind me to be humble before people. We always think when we did well, is our hardwork and credit goes to us. I praise the Lord for bringing each of us through this mid term check up be it being busy with work and family. God gave us the focus to read and study.
I was spending my sat at my friend's place. We went to play a different sport today. We played bball as well as swimming. I really enjoy being in the water and my swimming skill has improved. After lunch, we went vivo to shop. She needs to get clothes for tmr dinner. She is so stone at the beginning maybe because something had happened before we went out. Sometime as a friend I don't want how to make her smile and the best thing to do is stand by the side.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Most people love self more than others. They are more protective towards themselves and at times neglected others. They will consider before they give. They give with an expectation. I salute this friend of mine. She said something like no matter what she needs to do, she will do it because she just loves him so much. How many people can ? I cannot. I will be tired for sure and will give up. Friend! When the going get tough, you have friends like us to support you and encourage you when you needed some push. We will be here. I pray that everything will go well in this relationship. Press on... Jia you Jia you.
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A few important events. Job Interview tml. Next tue basic test. 2 Oct stats test. Dear God, I pray for focus in doing it well one thing at a time. Giving glory and honour to God.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

My thoughts about relationship

When we are in relationship with people, of course we love them and we want to be love by them.
This love is so fragile and easily broken when we take it for granted. Most people now just enjoy each other presence but most of them forget to appreciate each other effort and thoughts.
In our family, we show our true colors and the real us. Towards our friends, we will keep a bit of our bad habits. When the relationship went on and on, we get to see the good side as well as more of our bad habits too. And now, I should say patient & kindness come in to build up the relationship. As a Christian, I have so much to learn from God & his words about love. I am tired at time to give and need rest to get recharge.
*Reminder: God wants a cheerful giver.

Today I met up with my dear Angela at Bishan. We had lunch together and share/update each other. After sharing, I shared my thoughts and of course I want the best for her. I should said I also learn once again that at certain point we need to give let go and give each other enough space. I should said that is good as in we will not take each other for granted. We have a lot of qns and us too hv all the ans to the qns is just the matter of time we want to face it a not. This sharing gave me a chance to ans all my qns in mind and I am ready to handle it and once again I commit to God.
Dear Angela, be strong ! We, friends are here to give you support. You know what you want best and whatever decision you make I give you my support as long as you are happy. Take care and see you in SIM on 24 Sept.
Dear Sam, you must be busy working and earning but do remember to eat well and rest well. If you read this do remember to make yourself available on 24th Sept. TC.
Wow..... I went jogging alone. I jog from my place to a place I love deeply. Guess the place I love deeply.
IS CCK STADIUM. I am so happy when I jog there and it is not yet close ! I love that place because I had all my track training at cck when I was in sec sch
And because I had enjoyed the run with my close friend when she was staying at cck
Lastly I once shared my deepest feelings with this friend when I misunderstand her thoughts.
I should say I had happy time as well as bad time there.
It is time to bed. I will my sharing here.