Laid aside your majesty

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Man love self more

Decide to put aside some time to blog. Most of my friends know that I am attending a course in church. This course is a 2 years course. My objective: To have a deeper and closer walk with God and it will be a good training for me. I cannot said that it is a easier journey for me but I am glad that I have a group of people to support me and we go through it together as a DG. We just have a mid term check up(test), is a easy one and in fact I think no one fail. God remind me to be humble before people. We always think when we did well, is our hardwork and credit goes to us. I praise the Lord for bringing each of us through this mid term check up be it being busy with work and family. God gave us the focus to read and study.
I was spending my sat at my friend's place. We went to play a different sport today. We played bball as well as swimming. I really enjoy being in the water and my swimming skill has improved. After lunch, we went vivo to shop. She needs to get clothes for tmr dinner. She is so stone at the beginning maybe because something had happened before we went out. Sometime as a friend I don't want how to make her smile and the best thing to do is stand by the side.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Most people love self more than others. They are more protective towards themselves and at times neglected others. They will consider before they give. They give with an expectation. I salute this friend of mine. She said something like no matter what she needs to do, she will do it because she just loves him so much. How many people can ? I cannot. I will be tired for sure and will give up. Friend! When the going get tough, you have friends like us to support you and encourage you when you needed some push. We will be here. I pray that everything will go well in this relationship. Press on... Jia you Jia you.
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A few important events. Job Interview tml. Next tue basic test. 2 Oct stats test. Dear God, I pray for focus in doing it well one thing at a time. Giving glory and honour to God.

My thoughts about relationship

When we are in relationship with people, of course we love them and we want to be love by them.
This love is so fragile and easily broken when we take it for granted. Most people now just enjoy each other presence but most of them forget to appreciate each other effort and thoughts.
In our family, we show our true colors and the real us. Towards our friends, we will keep a bit of our bad habits. When the relationship went on and on, we get to see the good side as well as more of our bad habits too. And now, I should say patient & kindness come in to build up the relationship. As a Christian, I have so much to learn from God & his words about love. I am tired at time to give and need rest to get recharge.
*Reminder: God wants a cheerful giver.
Today I met up with my dear Angela at Bishan. We had lunch together and share/update each other. After sharing, I shared my thoughts and of course I want the best for her. I should said I also learn once again that at certain point we need to give let go and give each other enough space. I should said that is good as in we will not take each other for granted. We have a lot of qns and us too hv all the ans to the qns is just the matter of time we want to face it a not. This sharing gave me a chance to ans all my qns in mind and I am ready to handle it and once again I commit to God.
Dear Angela, be strong ! We, friends are here to give you support. You know what you want best and whatever decision you make I give you my support as long as you are happy. Take care and see you in SIM on 24 Sept.
Dear Sam, you must be busy working and earning but do remember to eat well and rest well. If you read this do remember to make yourself available on 24th Sept. TC.
Wow..... I went jogging alone. I jog from my place to a place I love deeply. Guess the place I love deeply.
IS CCK STADIUM. I am so happy when I jog there and it is not yet close ! I love that place because I had all my track training at cck when I was in sec sch
And because I had enjoyed the run with my close friend when she was staying at cck
Lastly I once shared my deepest feelings with this friend when I misunderstand her thoughts.
I should say I had happy time as well as bad time there.
It is time to bed. I will my sharing here.

One week break

I had my one week of break. Tried to do my notes for PBF(the module tt i m least interested) and also need to do the tutorial because lecturer is going thru the next lesson. I am so reluctant to open up the notes and study guide to start writting but still I managed to do write up my notes and finished doing the tutorial. I didnt get to read up my economics and stats, I will spend more time on that this week.

I am sick. With no reason I am sick and my back is hurting me again. Had been resting at hm on monday and today. Tmr will be having lesson, pray that the pain will not give me much problem.

A bit of updates abt my one week break.

Monday I went to catch a movie "Money No Enough 2". To me, is a nice and touching movie.

Wed met up with karen, Dr Tan(her husband), baby Gabriel Tan, Siew Ping and Chai Ling. We met up to celebrate karen's bday which was on 1st Sept. Had a great time chatting and playing with Gabriel.

Sat together with my DG gp we went to woodlands HDB flats to send out invitation card to the residents informing them about our new woodlands building open house and carnival on this coming sat. In the evening, went to attend Li Yu's 21st bday party. It was great catching up with sec sch friends and as usual I will crap with them.

I find myself thinking too much nowsaday. Being very negative and sensitive about people. I am wondering if they are real or they are liars. I find myself unable to trust what they had said and find that man are so selfish.

I ask God, how can I love them ? He reminded me tt I should love him 1st before I learn to love ppl. By loving Him, I then know that it is Him who 1st love us then we know how to love.

Dear Angela, wht happened to you ? What upset you ? When we were working in NYP, at least we can share with each other more often but now we cant. Share with me when we meet or you can call me anytime except wed n thur (school days). Dont be too upset. Tmr will be a better day and do smile because which day is different.